Brains... melting out... ears... Joe Millionaire is... making my... mind... dissolve... So I'm watching the initial episode (we have a season pass on our TiVo for it). I'm wondering how staged it is in terms of Evan's downhomeliness (if that's even a word) and his sincerity. He sounds honest enough, but there's something there that I'm just not sitting well with. I'm sure there's some sort of creative editing going on behind the scenes. We'll probably find out in 10 months that he's some out-of-work actor waiting tables in L.A. that Fox hired for the show. Keith has another first date on Thursday. I'm really nervous about this one -- I rather like her, I think she's interesting, but I'm wondering how well it'll go. I'm of two minds regarding her recent communiqués with me -- don't know if she's telling me she's a date from hell because she's trying to lower my expectations because she's nervous (it's one of her first times going on a date with someone she met online), or if she's deliberating trying to sabotage things because she's not interested and she's just going out with me because she feels like it's the right thing to do after chatting with me for a while. One of my close friends says I overanalyze everything when it comes to women. Can't you tell?